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My Mom transitioned from this world into the spiritual world of Jesus on Monday, April 20, 2026.
Almost two years since Dad transitioned.
I didn’t know how I would be able to live, to go on knowing I would never be able to call her again.
My soul had been in deep sorrow prior as though in preparation for her separation from me.
Since then, I have undergone all types of emotions: shock, numbness, sadness, fear, anger, some have no descriptive words.
Earlier last week and into this week, I feel angry. Not sure at who or at what.
I find myself isolating from others just because I do not want them to see an ugly part of my soul.
Last week Jesus, I contemplated how You dealt with grief. Did You grieve Jesus?
Jesus, how did You prepare for Your suffering?
How did You prepare Your disciples for Your resurrection into glory?
Isaiah 53 describes You as a suffering Servant Jesus.
A man of sorrows and acquainted with grief.
Jesus, You see me. You understand.
I thank You Jesus for Your Love, that You suffered on my behalf so that my spirit, soul and body could be free from consuming grief .
Be still oh my soul, await The Lord’s rescue patiently for all your enemies (including death) were defeated and as Jesus overcame, so have you in Jesus’ Name.
In the meantime Jesus, I will continually surrender all my emotions including anger to Holy Spirit and He will heal each one of them through Christ’s resurrection love forever.
I thank You Jesus that I do not grieve alone, Holy Spirit, my Comforter is with me wiping away every tear that falls and comforts me always.
This pain is not in vain o my soul. As Jesus overcame, so have you forever and ever in Christ, Yeshua.
AMEN.
